Faking my way through parenthood and life while enjoying every minute of the insanity that is mommyhood.
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
Feeling Good
As I was driving to work today, listening to Clay Aiken, I had a moment.  It came after dealing with some of my personal issues last night after running into an old friend.  This friend and I have gone seperate ways and are trying to reconnect, but finding it difficult.  I have been struggling with jelousy.  She just married someone very wealthy and they just bought a house in a nice part of town and she doesn't work, etc...I discussed my feelings with A last night and he simply stated, "I don't care.  We are better for it.  We've had to earn our stuff, we're better for it."  I thought about it all night and while driving to work this morning and I've realized how lucky I am.  I have a secure job, an awesome boss (I am my own boss!), a fabulous family, and I know I am being successful at work.  I am feeling much better about myself these days, which is a change for me, so I'm struggling with it.  Everything is falling into place and it is very nice.
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