Thursday, September 25, 2008

Out of Nowhere

I have been looking forward to the concert at the fair tonight for some time now. It was fun to discover a new band that I hadn't heard of before. Heck, I have the lyrics memorized. I think I wore out my cd.

I was sitting at my desk taking a break from grant writing (my favorite thing ever...sarcasm at its finest folks) and surfing the net and all the sudden I didn't want to go tonight. Heck, I still don't. I don't know what brought on this feeling.

Could it be the afternoon sleepies? Nothing happened to trigger this emotion, so where did it come from? I just don't want to go all the sudden. Will I go, yeah. Am I looking forward to my "Baked Tater Boat" from Stan's Icy Delights, you betcha. So what's my deal?

Maybe my 30 minute drive home filled with a loud stereo and rolled down windows will help me feel better. I just feel icky and grouchy and don't really want to be around people. If only I had an elephant ear stand in my backyard.

You can hear the fair from my backyard. Last night I heard them announcing things in the 4-H ring. I wonder if I can just hang out by our fire pit and listen to the band.

Will I go, yes. I just hope my funky attitude is gone by then.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Ironic isn't it that I wanted to go but didn't and you didn't really feel like going but did? Based on what Ayron said it sounded like you guys had fun last night. Hope you did. :)